well i'm on
for once
yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay


what went down: i starved myself then went to the place. it was not some persons basement but a clinic and i had to watch a movie about my wisdom teeth, the whole time this creepy doctor guy roamed the hall. he looked seriously like an warcriminal nazi doktor. my mom and i secretly laughed about it but then the real doctor showed up. he was a nice young guy with a calm voice.
then i went to the operating room where the stuck the IV in my arm which hurt but i had laughing gas which makes everything fuzzy and thats all i could remember.
i woke up to a 45 minutes later. i didnt want to and i dont remember much besides moving in the car and getting a milkshake. i couldn't talk because my face was more swollen then hitlers. my grandmothers were waiting for me at home with gifts, the best thing i guess was my grandomthers dog which helped block out some pain when i held her. dogs always help me.
my dad later gave me my flowers that my family has given me since birth (lilies)
i didn't get sleep since my pain killers have prevented it and caused it while ive had to replace the gauze (cotton strips) in my mouth every two hours.

foods okay. i can now eat hot things. i couldn't at first. swellings gone down so i dont look like a freak and i can talk.
my mouth tastes like blood. probably since ive been biting my the cotton really hard.

i wish i could sleep. my meds make me tired but everytime i sleep i have weird dreams that cause me to wake up, my siblings start playing around, or the phone rings with another person wanting to talk with me to see how im doing.

my teachers have been nice. they sent me emails leaving good messages on getting better and how great a student i am except for my math teacher who i hate anyways.

i have a story i want to write. its basic porn but i had a dream about it. (its hoessxmengele) ive been having more auschwitz dreams again

Btw. shout out for tomorrow. Happy bithday rudolf hoess. we almost shared a birthday but instead i share one with ozzy osbourn, brenden fraser, and fedor von bock. i'll make him a pumpkin pie. i would be drinking for him but my meds dont permit it. if i try i would die.

STAMPS WHUT







J